I'm back. I promise.

Today, as I was updating all my news feed and media content, literally all of it, I was thinking about simply writing. Writing simply for the joy of sharing my story, for the feeling of having other people read your experience and enjoy it. Then I decided to come on here, check it out, look through my old stuff. I guess the best word I could use for what happened is that I had an epiphany. I remembered why I started my blog, why I needed it. Why it was important to what I was gonna do with my life. It reminded me of what I wanted, and still want to do with my life. I don't know where I thought I was going, thinking I was gonna go to college in New Mexico, go to tech. Be some sort of mathematician? That's not what I want. That's never been what I wanted. When did it change? When I thought grew up, and thought I knew what I was doing, and thought life was about what you were good at, not what made you happy. I bet that's when. I've recently had a major epiphany and I'm back on track. For the past two years I've been pushing myself to go to a school I don't want to go to, major in stuff I'm good at, doing stuff that would get me places faster. But none of that, absolutely none of it is what I want and it never was. I've decided that 5 year old me, learning everything from her older sisters, and basing all of life on what little she knew, seriously knew what the heck she was talking about! I want to write, I want to be a travelling journalist, I want to write books and see the world through my own two eyes, on my own two feet. I can't believe I let my future go. But It's back. I'm back. I promise.