Life

Life forces change. But when it throws too much at me I just want to fall down.

Then I suddenly realize: All I ever had is now gone, and my life will change forever. It will never be the same. I talk to one person and my whole world falls apart. The only way to feel better is for life to take one or two steps back. Only when you finally grasp the thought of letting go will it happen. But how difficult will it be? When will I let it go that my old life is never coming back. No matter how many times you complain or take it out on someone else, nothing will ever change until fate gives away your destiny.

That only leads me to more questions though. How long until Life finally reveals it to me? I want it now, I want this dread and pain to be gone. All I want is my happiness back. I knew life would be hard but I sure didn't expect it to steal from me.

Just let me live life right.

Hmmm...

Florida. Have you ever wanteed to just go somewhere and visit? Well of course you have! Why am I even asking? I'm asking because I want you to think about something...
   What is your favorite place in the world? My favorite place, I don't know quite yet. But there is ssomewhere, somewhere I've always wanted to go. Florida. Florida... Florida has sunny weather all year long!!!!!!!!!!!!! and I'm in a great need of real sun. And i'm gonna get it for sure. Florida...
    Instead of just visiting, think about living there. In the snow or in the sun, it doesnt matter az long as it's your special place. I'm moving to florida and I'm getting a bunch of those littl disposable camera deals for pictures. Than make a giant scrapbook. I can't wai, but then again, I can. I don't want to leave my best  friend, but why should I worry? everything will fall into place. Right? I hope so anyway. I'm making another scrapbook too. One of all the fun times that we had together at school 'n' such.Anyway I'm moving to Florida and that might be the end of it, but maybe not.
     So whatt really is my favorite place? No one knows... Not even me.