Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Life

Life forces change. But when it throws too much at me I just want to fall down.

Then I suddenly realize: All I ever had is now gone, and my life will change forever. It will never be the same. I talk to one person and my whole world falls apart. The only way to feel better is for life to take one or two steps back. Only when you finally grasp the thought of letting go will it happen. But how difficult will it be? When will I let it go that my old life is never coming back. No matter how many times you complain or take it out on someone else, nothing will ever change until fate gives away your destiny.

That only leads me to more questions though. How long until Life finally reveals it to me? I want it now, I want this dread and pain to be gone. All I want is my happiness back. I knew life would be hard but I sure didn't expect it to steal from me.

Just let me live life right.